What is life without a job?

July 2016

So then the cycle of Govt Job preparation started as a full time job.( it was always with me in pieces)

My quest for growth pulled me towards IT industry with scope of learning different technologies and languages . I worked hard for a major IT firm for almost 2 years as a project developer and got onsite opportunity as well. But working on the same technology was getting on my nerves. I wanted to work in other projects to learn and work on other languages but to no avail. Gradually I was feeling I was not doing something, for which I am born. And one day I decided to quit this whole drama to restart my life again .

Ive been pretending to be okay and acting as normal as possible, but Im actually completely heartbroken after a recent breakup. Its painful and really affecting me, to the point where I cant concentrate at work, Ive lost my appetite, I cant sleep, and It feels as if my whole world has been turned upside down. I loved him so much. He said so many cruel things to me and it made me realize he must not have loved me the way I loved him, or he wouldnt have said such horrible things. How do I handle the heartbreak and why cant I accept that he didnt love me and just forget about him?

March 2017

Unemployment is hard, Taunts are harder and Uncertainty is hardest.

January 2019

Have you ever had a bad gut feeling about someone and it was right?

After doing job for almost 3 years , no message was being received saying “Your account has been credited with Rs. XXXXXXX”. My mother started getting tensed“ If you cant bag a job why did you resign?” . As I was topper in my whole study life, my relatives left no moment to comment “What is the use of so much study if she now needs to be get married to live?” All these were devastating my courage but I kept going.

Just after passing out from my college, I started working in a renowned Telecom Company as Graduate Engineer Trainee - my first exposure to an industrial world. Though job profile was good, possibility of career growth I found limited there, specially in India. So after 8 months I decided to switch my profile to the most expanding field of India.

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Why do atheists not love a G-d that does not stop punishing them harder and harder in this world and the next until they surrender to Him?

It was New Year with me being jobless with high dreams.

My failures led to success finally. My dream came true to become Govt Oficer in WBSETCL. The wait, struggle, the effort was worth it.

The journey wasn't easy. All my friends were employed. Social interaction therefore was limited. My peers had started going on-site to Europe and USA or enrolled for MBA programmes in some of the best institutes. Some had even benefitted from job switches, an option I clearly didn't want . Each day each moment was spent thinking “There is something for Me”

I am still studying engineering. I feel worried being an average student. Can I get a good job in placement, buy a house, and a car? I don't know why I feel this.

September 2019

Once I decided to invest my time in job preparation there was no looking back. I gave mock tests daily. Brushed up my general and engineering knowledge. I stopped using any social media except Youtube for study purpose. There were a lot of failures initially when I tried my luck in diffrent exams . My desperation reached peak when I had started giving all sorts of exams like SSC CGL, Selection Post, CHSL, SBI PO, SSB other than Engineering jobs in my stream. Each day was same just Study-Eat-Study-Sleep-Repeat.

The Deeper we Fall, the Higher we Rise.

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